It seems a bit incredulous when you say it, but yes, and I suppose owning those ships could have some other advantages...but that is not my priority at the moment.
Yes, well isn't that it? You'd want someone you'd trust with and do certain things to, how to say, draw out pleasure from the pain I suppose. It's difficult to feel at ease otherwise I think.
The things that make your blood rush, your heart race, the tips of your fingers slightly numb? I certainly want such things, your books were very inviting!
Only the ones that were lying out the day you weren't feeling well, it helped pass the time reading about the sensual artistry that comes with being tied to a cross stand and whipped. Very informative.
Aaaaah, those. I had been showing them to Merrill, she expressed some curiosity, though explaining what one gets out of being whipped and ordered around is difficult when the person you are explaining it to keeps interrupting to ask 'did THEY teach you this Zev?' and looking terribly sad all the while.
I can imagine. I don't think I've ever really thought so much about the ways one can stimulate the meatus of ones penis before now. You certainly favor the details, but I never understood...do you have those books for self instruction of for instructing others?
My education was more...hands on, so to speak, and not entirely voluntary. [ Honesty, plain and simple. ] But there are some books of instruction that I might recommend if you find yourself wanting.
I...cannot imagine. [Perhaps if he'd been orphaned in the alienage long enough then he might have been able to. There was a time when he was young and pretty and that was highly sought after no matter what blood ran in your veins.] Ha, to try on myself you mean? That might be a disaster.
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[ It is a little like talking to him, he supposes, and the realization wrings out a soft crackle of laughter. ]
That is- very well done of you. I am impressed.
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[And he is oddly preoccupied with what Zevran thinks.]
Is it? I figured it would be a more subtle method, more difficult to trace, more enduring.
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[ There is the possibility he is attempting to wash away guilt- but aren't they all? ]
It is at that.
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[This being an attempt to assuage his guilt was one of those misunderstandings.]
And I knew it would also mean being unable to see you for quite some time.
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[ He, himself, feels a stirring of the same. ]
If this is what is taking your time- I do not begrudge you this.
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[Recognition isn't what he wants really, or needs at the moment, attention should be limited.]
It isn't cold. [And men certainly are not unwanted in certain places.]
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[ He can promise that much. After all, he is known for his discretion. ]
The warmer climate agrees with you?
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Ah, humidity and tan lines you mean? It will take some getting used to I think and the provocations.
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[ This is- this is good. A man is welcome to take his pleasures where he liked. ]
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So I declined, naturally.
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[ Not at all settling that strangely possessive part of him either. Nope. ]
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[And he's supposed to be shy?]
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