"For me it is not about punishment, when I am under the lash. It is about finding that space where there are no mistakes to be made, where all I must do is what I am told. I do it well enough when I am not drifting but there is this sense of blissful joy when I float and meet whatever challenge I am given." Another slice of apple offered to Cade, this with a kinder smile.

"People get different things out of this. For you, this was for being unattended when you were told to keep in line of sight of someone, yes? You broke a rule, you have been punished, the matter is shut. There is no question of what more you must do to appease me or your superiors. It is done." But- well. A thought occurs. "If for you it is to only ever be as such- that is well and good and I will be happy to continue to offer this to you. But if you wish to reach that floating place I think, perhaps, we might schedule sessions? Save the Cat for punishments and try something else for the rest. You seemed quite serene when you got there. I think you need that."