Traveling to far off exotic places, meeting interesting people-

If he leaves now, Cade knows he'll never come back. He'll avoid Zevran every time he sees him, and pretend this never happened, and the opportunity will be gone. Tired of his shaking hands, he wraps them around himself and presses them under his arms, his knees still bouncing nervously.

"Will anyone know?" he asks, already afraid of the answer.