It isn't that he doesn't. He does. He does and it terrifies him in every way that he cannot seal away, in every way that has a name. He cannot deny that there is sentiment here that binds them together as much as their experiences, as their desire. But he has had this thing before.
He has lost it. And it had almost been the death of him.
If he names this thing and he loses Alistair-
It would be.
He rolls to curl against Alistair's side as is their custom, naked and aroused or no, hands slipping up to rest above his beating heart. "You are my favorite person Alistair. And my favorite human."
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Date: 2016-07-28 02:54 am (UTC)It isn't that he doesn't. He does. He does and it terrifies him in every way that he cannot seal away, in every way that has a name. He cannot deny that there is sentiment here that binds them together as much as their experiences, as their desire. But he has had this thing before.
He has lost it. And it had almost been the death of him.
If he names this thing and he loses Alistair-
It would be.
He rolls to curl against Alistair's side as is their custom, naked and aroused or no, hands slipping up to rest above his beating heart. "You are my favorite person Alistair. And my favorite human."