"I didn't." He tried not to notice. Tried to forgive those small indiscretions, tried to pretend all was well. That The Bull and Dorian were mistaken. That he could have this thing for a little while longer before he ruined it.
And he would. He has no doubt of that.
But until then he will try to enjoy it. "Alistair, I-"
There aren't words, not really. What does one say to that? To being loved more than wanted- even with Rinna there had been wanting. Even with that small moment he shared perhaps with the Bull and Dorian there had been more desire than affection. He didn't blame them, they did not know him. Alistair did. He follows without question, more dancing than walking with how tightly to Alistair's side he was pressed. "I will not change my mind."
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Date: 2016-07-19 12:04 am (UTC)And he would. He has no doubt of that.
But until then he will try to enjoy it. "Alistair, I-"
There aren't words, not really. What does one say to that? To being loved more than wanted- even with Rinna there had been wanting. Even with that small moment he shared perhaps with the Bull and Dorian there had been more desire than affection. He didn't blame them, they did not know him. Alistair did. He follows without question, more dancing than walking with how tightly to Alistair's side he was pressed. "I will not change my mind."