[ Maker, why? He's close, he's so close and now Bull withdraws? It takes a moment of graceless nodding, slumped and panting against the sheets for him to recall exactly what it was they'd been building to. There'd been a point, a fine point- something he'd been chasing.
Sprawled and silent other than the shuddered gasping of an elf drawn out, the slick, filthy sound of a hand on a cock is all too audible- and he groans. That. That's what they'd been building to. That is what he'd been hunting. His fingers curl and flex in their bonds, a vague attempt to roll out his shoulders and ready himself but he can't quite manage it gracefully. Can't remember how he's supposed to sit or act or where the light in this room would hit him best, how to hold his head to hide his expression. Enjoyment is well and good but no one should enjoy this too much, the masters said.
Bull's hand is back and he goes, easy and boneless not out of practice but out of exhaustion. Without his arms he cannot brace himself up on more than his shoulders, leaning back against the broad chest while he finds his feet, as it were. A little time without being tormented by pleasure or pain is enough for him to remember. Zevran nods- but does not speak it. Gives his hips a little experimental grind backwards to feel- oh, this is going to be good. ]
[ Bull chuckles at that, rocking forward, letting Zevran feel the slide of his cock against the curve of his ass. ]
That's right. You want it? You get to take it. As much as you want. And if I'm right...
[ There's a brief, warm nuzzle at his throat before he takes him by the hips, easing him back enough to brace backwards against him, the head of his cock nudging against that slick hole. ]
You're going to want it all. Aren't you?
[ That massive hand at his hip keeps him steady. All he has to do is let himself sink down. His thumb strokes idly at a mark he'd left behind earlier, eyes on the lack of tension in his body.
[ Zevran takes a slow, shuddering breath as he sinks down just a touch, head lolling back against Bull's shoulder. It's almost too much already and he hasn't even started.
Whining he lowers himself half an inch, whimpering at the thick press. Bull's right in that he wants all of it- he knows he can take that much- the question is how long to work himself up to it. Not as long as he should take, face going tight as he rolls down another inch. ]
[ If he wants that bite by going too fast, he can have it. Meanwhile Bull keeps him close, holds him steady as he eases down an inch at a time, rumbling his approval against the nape of Zevran's neck. Then those fingers press against that love bite, rolling against it, a smaller, distracting pain as he eases down.
Damn, but he's still tight. Takes an impressive amount of will not to just thrust up, to take. But he's being trusted to take care of him, and he can do that. Patience suits him just a little while longer, praises murmured warm against his skin. ]
[ His eyes fall closed, brow furrowed as he focuses on hat he's taking- on molding his body around Bull's cock instead of letting gravity do the work and hoping for the best. Scraps of his training that he actually reaches for through the haze without the whys and the hows of learning it, only the muscle memory. Going liquid, going lax, melting enough to take more as he hitches himself up on his thighs to better brace himself against the bed, a subtle shift in the angle of his hips to make it a little easier- and down.
Halfway, down, and there's the sting he'd wanted, the flash of heat lancing through him he ached for that has him going still with a cut off moan. He needs the press of Bull's hand, the low burr of his voice to remind him to be here. To breathe. ]
[ There's a note of admiration there, genuine at its core, and his hand cross over to splay against Zevran's belly. The heat of his palm is still a weight there, still a presence to keep him from spilling over onto the sheets, and his hips flex. Not even to drive further in, but to draw out, to feel the slick drag of tight muscle clutching at him before sinking in again.
Just to where they'd already managed, about halfway. Just enough to stir a little friction. And maybe just for the sight of Zevran spread around him like that, still eagerly moaning for more.
With a low noise, Bull found another tender mark and closed his teeth against it, nipping bluntly. ]
[ Arched tight and panting, full and shivering through the slow pace he's set so he'll get to feel all of Bull at least once before coming (and even that might be optimistic) it's the warmth in Bull's voice that has his shoulders going loose, his face tipping in his direction. Admiration- he's used to attraction, to lust. To being a desirable object. But admiration? Approval, affection- these are things denied and desperately craved when every other shred of him is scraped away.
His breathing goes slower, evens out just a little as he holds still for the flex. The bite. Doesn't move while he adjusts until there's that order he felt might be coming. ]
Si, Toro-
[ Cut off with a cry as he drops down further, a quarter more? An inch more? keeping track is impossible. ]
[ Deeper into that heat, the slick velvety feel of him wrapped tight and sinking lower...the lust is definitely there. But Zevran's pacing himself well for being as out of it as he is. And Bull does what he can to draw focus, fingers smoothing over the tight flex of his stomach. ]
You've got it. Nice and easy.
[ Always harder for elves. Hard enough for a human, but those slender hips? He had his work cut out for him from the start. But there's a streak of something stubborn there, even with all his masks tossed aside.
How about that? A glimpse at the man under the knife-sharp smile. ]
[ If he does good enough- he'll be praised for it. A carrot dangled before them when they were young and weened off of needing earlier than most of them were prepared for. It made them desperate for approval, to do well, to get that feeling back.
Most masters didn't bother after branding it into their bones. Most Crows hide it.
Like this? Zevran cannot. He can only shiver and work down harder to take all that he can, to earn more of those soft words and steadying touches- a crackling mutter of Antivan coiled around a sigh as he finally drops down that lastbit to take in all of Bull.
Maker, it's too much- it's just enough- he shudders against Bull, panting through the instinctive clench of his overworked body. ]
[ The command comes again, a reminder, though it's edged with something headier this time. With a low breath Bull moves again, just enough to shift inside of him, let him feel just how deep he's gotten himself.
Literally. ]
You did good. And you've done enough.
[ His splayed palm strays upwards, pressing warm against Zevran's chest, easing him back. He's not moving much himself, not just yet. Just reveling in the feel of him and shifting, letting him adjust as best he can hope to. ]
You just remember to breathe and let me take it from here. I've got you.
[ He's half certain he's come from the sudden blinding graze of sensation that subtle shift brings. He feels like he should have by now and- doesn't know why he hasn't. Holding out for permission? He wasn't told to not-
He can't even think hard enough to worry about it. About anything. Zevran whimpers, face pressed to Bull's chest as he's praised and that- that's what he's needed. Good. He's done good. He doesn't need to work anymore. When he's not floating and later if he remembers this, the faint spill of relieved tears might mortify him. As it is he takes the support he's given and melts back against Bull easily, eagerly. ]
[ He's almost too tight, just riding that edge of too much, but it's an edge he visits often. A line that thin just needs a little more care than the average tumble.
His hips roll again, the bed creaking beneath his weight as it shifts, and Zevran rises and falls with the movement. He can feel the grip of him flexing around him, hot and slick, and after a moment he pushes him forward.
Just far enough to grab the thick bindings on his arms. Weight's distributed well enough that he can dangle, just like that, suspended in his grip while Bull strokes his thigh. Then he draws back, almost halfway, and thrusts. ]
[ Breathe- he needs to remember to breathe. Having the air forced out of him in a startled cry at that thrust is reason enough to gasp in more- hanging above the bed instead of against it- floating physically while his thighs are spread and hooked back against Bull's-
It's disorienting in the best way. The only real point of contact from his hips up the press of the ropes and the hard throb of Bull's cock.
Breathe.
He's beyond focusing on how he sounds, how he looks, hanging loose and easy against the ropes as his voice cracks out broken, Mindless Antivan. ]
[ He really doesn't need to worry about how he looks. Sure, there's a lot of training for how to arch your back, let your hair fall down prettily, how to shape your mouth in a moan. But this is better.
This is raw, honest. Skin sweat-slick and glistening in the candlelight, hair a rumpled mess, entirely wrapped up in the moment, the movement, the feeling of it. That's where he needs to be.
And it means Bull can really start to put his weight into it, breath escaping in low huffs and grunts as his cock pounds into the elf where he hangs, helpless, babbling in that sweet tongue of his.
You didn't need the language course to determine most of what he was saying, anyway. ]
[ No Crows, no postures, no tricks. Just the tight, hard feeling of being worked over and reshaped from the inside out. Floating and flying everything else falls away aside from the manic pitch of tightly wound pleasure coiling tighter and tighter in his gut till he feels fit to shatter.
He can't take anymore.
He'd been so close from his fingers and it's still just beyond his reach, he cant' shift or flex or clench in any way, can't get the leverage to roll back against Bull or move to change the angle. Voice gone ragged he begs- pleads for a little harder, a little faster even as he's overcome entirely, body locking up around Bull. Breathe. He can't for a long moment, tense and shuddering, staining the sheets. ]
[ And how incredible it feels, having him tighten and quiver around him as he finally cracks. Damn, but it feels incredible, and Bull lets him ride it out for every last second, every moment that it's worth. Again and again, the slick noises rise with those gasps for air, until he knows that edge is going to be too much for him to take.
Stretching the line between pain and pleasure out over the length of an orgasm is fucking amazing, and well worth the ride. Having it continue on and on when you're already overworked and your nerves are shot? Less so.
And rather than watch that beautiful display turn into winces and pained hitches for breath, Bull withdraws. One hand clasps around his dick and tugs, stroking with quick, efficient jerks, until a deep moan catches in the back of his throat, and he spills hot and thick against the elf's back.
Only then does Zevran get lowered back to the sheets, boneless wreck that he is. ]
[ It's just enough of too much, dragging over the crackling, white hot core of him over and over while the singing of his nerves is still something sweet. This is when he'd try to return the favor were his wit about him, to grind back or encourage whoever hw as with to go ahead and keep going, that he can take it, that it's nothing.
That he can stand being rubbed raw- even enjoy it.
But he cannot wrap his head around anything more than the sudden withdraw and how achingly empty it leaves him- he couldn't take more, he knows that, he'd started to twitch away instead of with- but he whines all the same. Greedy. Hadn't brought bull off first. Hadn't been told to but- it's a concern.
The spurt of heat and wet along his bound arms and back is as soothing as it is demoralizing. He should've been able to hold out long enough. His mind can still circle back to that while he floats and shiver against the bed. The panted, mumbled, inarticulate Antivan is all soft apology now. ]
[ He's still slightly out of breath when he leans closer, finger smoothing back his hair, warm against his cheek. ]
You did well. Very well. Just breathe for me.
[ One more gentle stroke to his temple and those fingers move to start unraveling the knots at his back. It's slow, no jerking or unnecessary tugging, rubbing his arms as they come loose to work blood flow back to the area. Palms, knuckles, fingers too. He works him over, every inch, several minutes passing before he's satisfied and moves to stand.
The bed groans audibly as he moves towards the only dresser in the room. ]
[ It talks almost more effort than he can manage at the moment to tilt his head into Bull's hand, seeking out every moment of gentle contact and approval he can wring from this. Well. He did well. The idea that Bull could be lying doesn't occur to him in the slightest. This is the one place where his suspicions can't exist.
Zevran swallows, licks his lips and sags against the bed- drifting too much to think anything of being unbound but appreciating it intensely all the same.
Every callous, every impression of the ropes on his arms rubbed and handled gently. Like e's worth handling gently. It's- new. A little confusing. He mumbles something, he's not even certain what, when Bull leaves the bed. Give him five minutes to come down and he'll be out of his hair. ]
When Bull returns, it's with a wet cloth. He'd made quite a mess of the elf, after all. Only fair he help clean him up. The swipes were slow and deliberate, sweeping away the blood on the inside of his thigh first, though it had already stopped. Then upwards, along the curve of his shapely ass, and along his back, his good eye soft but focused. ]
Feeling alright? Got a pitcher of water, if you're thirsty.
He'd made an attempt to roll himself over that went nowhere- maybe a little more than five to come down, settle back into his skin. Scraps of him were coming back and not one of them were useful as any kind of mask- leaving the surprise at Bull's consideration, his kindness somewhat naked on his face.
He did this for his lovers, true- and he didn't think less of anyone that did not do the same for him; it simply wasn't what was done. You had Zevran, you set him aside and moved on with your day. He handled himself. ]
[ Something riled itself at the back of his brain, irrationally angry. Acting like this meant he wasn't used to it, but he'd damn sure acted like he'd been handled rough before in the past, at least consensually. Which meant whoever did hadn't stuck around afterwords. Says a lot about whoever it was, however many of them there were. Enough for there to be a precedent for it.
But he doesn't let that anger show. In fact he smirks, shaking his head and patting his arm gently. ]
You're going to need a minute. We'll worry about it then, alright?'
[ Another scrap- the edges of a mask he can't quite grasp, but enough for him to manage a tentative- apprehensive smile. Were they not done? He could, if pressed and given time to rest, do more for Bull. He wouldn't mind it- in fact he'd enjoy it.
But-
He sinks back onto the sheets, moving his arms up enough to cross them under his chin, eyes careful and still faintly adoring on Bull. Still floating enough for that to show. ]
[ Not unusual. He'd taken a lot, almost without flinching, and it was to be expected that he hadn't quite come down off of that high just yet. He wasn't going to rush him, either. As soon as he was clean the towel was tossed back onto the dresser, and Bull found himself absently stroking Zevran's hair.
What? It was hard not to. Bull was a very tactile individual, and it was good to keep that connection going a while longer. At least right now. ]
[ Zevran blinks lazily, stretching a little to feel all the new aches and twinges Bull's left him before sighing, nosing into the hand stroking his hair. It was fine and silken- he took great pains to ensure it was so. About as much as he took to be sure he was always presentable, always attractive.
It was why he'd been bought.
But such open appreciation makes it worthwhile.
Little by little scraps come back. Common, at least, returns when he reaches up to squeeze Bull's wrist. Just to touch him, now that he can. ]
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Sprawled and silent other than the shuddered gasping of an elf drawn out, the slick, filthy sound of a hand on a cock is all too audible- and he groans. That. That's what they'd been building to. That is what he'd been hunting. His fingers curl and flex in their bonds, a vague attempt to roll out his shoulders and ready himself but he can't quite manage it gracefully. Can't remember how he's supposed to sit or act or where the light in this room would hit him best, how to hold his head to hide his expression. Enjoyment is well and good but no one should enjoy this too much, the masters said.
Bull's hand is back and he goes, easy and boneless not out of practice but out of exhaustion. Without his arms he cannot brace himself up on more than his shoulders, leaning back against the broad chest while he finds his feet, as it were. A little time without being tormented by pleasure or pain is enough for him to remember. Zevran nods- but does not speak it. Gives his hips a little experimental grind backwards to feel- oh, this is going to be good. ]
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That's right. You want it? You get to take it. As much as you want. And if I'm right...
[ There's a brief, warm nuzzle at his throat before he takes him by the hips, easing him back enough to brace backwards against him, the head of his cock nudging against that slick hole. ]
You're going to want it all. Aren't you?
[ That massive hand at his hip keeps him steady. All he has to do is let himself sink down. His thumb strokes idly at a mark he'd left behind earlier, eyes on the lack of tension in his body.
Not for much longer. ]
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Whining he lowers himself half an inch, whimpering at the thick press. Bull's right in that he wants all of it- he knows he can take that much- the question is how long to work himself up to it. Not as long as he should take, face going tight as he rolls down another inch. ]
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[ If he wants that bite by going too fast, he can have it. Meanwhile Bull keeps him close, holds him steady as he eases down an inch at a time, rumbling his approval against the nape of Zevran's neck. Then those fingers press against that love bite, rolling against it, a smaller, distracting pain as he eases down.
Damn, but he's still tight. Takes an impressive amount of will not to just thrust up, to take. But he's being trusted to take care of him, and he can do that. Patience suits him just a little while longer, praises murmured warm against his skin. ]
Good. Breathe.
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Halfway, down, and there's the sting he'd wanted, the flash of heat lancing through him he ached for that has him going still with a cut off moan. He needs the press of Bull's hand, the low burr of his voice to remind him to be here. To breathe. ]
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[ There's a note of admiration there, genuine at its core, and his hand cross over to splay against Zevran's belly. The heat of his palm is still a weight there, still a presence to keep him from spilling over onto the sheets, and his hips flex. Not even to drive further in, but to draw out, to feel the slick drag of tight muscle clutching at him before sinking in again.
Just to where they'd already managed, about halfway. Just enough to stir a little friction. And maybe just for the sight of Zevran spread around him like that, still eagerly moaning for more.
With a low noise, Bull found another tender mark and closed his teeth against it, nipping bluntly. ]
Come on.
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His breathing goes slower, evens out just a little as he holds still for the flex. The bite. Doesn't move while he adjusts until there's that order he felt might be coming. ]
Si, Toro-
[ Cut off with a cry as he drops down further, a quarter more? An inch more? keeping track is impossible. ]
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You've got it. Nice and easy.
[ Always harder for elves. Hard enough for a human, but those slender hips? He had his work cut out for him from the start. But there's a streak of something stubborn there, even with all his masks tossed aside.
How about that? A glimpse at the man under the knife-sharp smile. ]
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Most masters didn't bother after branding it into their bones. Most Crows hide it.
Like this? Zevran cannot. He can only shiver and work down harder to take all that he can, to earn more of those soft words and steadying touches- a crackling mutter of Antivan coiled around a sigh as he finally drops down that lastbit to take in all of Bull.
Maker, it's too much- it's just enough- he shudders against Bull, panting through the instinctive clench of his overworked body. ]
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[ The command comes again, a reminder, though it's edged with something headier this time. With a low breath Bull moves again, just enough to shift inside of him, let him feel just how deep he's gotten himself.
Literally. ]
You did good. And you've done enough.
[ His splayed palm strays upwards, pressing warm against Zevran's chest, easing him back. He's not moving much himself, not just yet. Just reveling in the feel of him and shifting, letting him adjust as best he can hope to. ]
You just remember to breathe and let me take it from here. I've got you.
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[ He's half certain he's come from the sudden blinding graze of sensation that subtle shift brings. He feels like he should have by now and- doesn't know why he hasn't. Holding out for permission? He wasn't told to not-
He can't even think hard enough to worry about it. About anything. Zevran whimpers, face pressed to Bull's chest as he's praised and that- that's what he's needed. Good. He's done good. He doesn't need to work anymore. When he's not floating and later if he remembers this, the faint spill of relieved tears might mortify him. As it is he takes the support he's given and melts back against Bull easily, eagerly. ]
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His hips roll again, the bed creaking beneath his weight as it shifts, and Zevran rises and falls with the movement. He can feel the grip of him flexing around him, hot and slick, and after a moment he pushes him forward.
Just far enough to grab the thick bindings on his arms. Weight's distributed well enough that he can dangle, just like that, suspended in his grip while Bull strokes his thigh. Then he draws back, almost halfway, and thrusts. ]
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It's disorienting in the best way. The only real point of contact from his hips up the press of the ropes and the hard throb of Bull's cock.
Breathe.
He's beyond focusing on how he sounds, how he looks, hanging loose and easy against the ropes as his voice cracks out broken, Mindless Antivan. ]
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This is raw, honest. Skin sweat-slick and glistening in the candlelight, hair a rumpled mess, entirely wrapped up in the moment, the movement, the feeling of it. That's where he needs to be.
And it means Bull can really start to put his weight into it, breath escaping in low huffs and grunts as his cock pounds into the elf where he hangs, helpless, babbling in that sweet tongue of his.
You didn't need the language course to determine most of what he was saying, anyway. ]
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He can't take anymore.
He'd been so close from his fingers and it's still just beyond his reach, he cant' shift or flex or clench in any way, can't get the leverage to roll back against Bull or move to change the angle. Voice gone ragged he begs- pleads for a little harder, a little faster even as he's overcome entirely, body locking up around Bull. Breathe. He can't for a long moment, tense and shuddering, staining the sheets. ]
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Stretching the line between pain and pleasure out over the length of an orgasm is fucking amazing, and well worth the ride. Having it continue on and on when you're already overworked and your nerves are shot? Less so.
And rather than watch that beautiful display turn into winces and pained hitches for breath, Bull withdraws. One hand clasps around his dick and tugs, stroking with quick, efficient jerks, until a deep moan catches in the back of his throat, and he spills hot and thick against the elf's back.
Only then does Zevran get lowered back to the sheets, boneless wreck that he is. ]
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That he can stand being rubbed raw- even enjoy it.
But he cannot wrap his head around anything more than the sudden withdraw and how achingly empty it leaves him- he couldn't take more, he knows that, he'd started to twitch away instead of with- but he whines all the same. Greedy. Hadn't brought bull off first. Hadn't been told to but- it's a concern.
The spurt of heat and wet along his bound arms and back is as soothing as it is demoralizing. He should've been able to hold out long enough. His mind can still circle back to that while he floats and shiver against the bed. The panted, mumbled, inarticulate Antivan is all soft apology now. ]
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[ He's still slightly out of breath when he leans closer, finger smoothing back his hair, warm against his cheek. ]
You did well. Very well. Just breathe for me.
[ One more gentle stroke to his temple and those fingers move to start unraveling the knots at his back. It's slow, no jerking or unnecessary tugging, rubbing his arms as they come loose to work blood flow back to the area. Palms, knuckles, fingers too. He works him over, every inch, several minutes passing before he's satisfied and moves to stand.
The bed groans audibly as he moves towards the only dresser in the room. ]
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Zevran swallows, licks his lips and sags against the bed- drifting too much to think anything of being unbound but appreciating it intensely all the same.
Every callous, every impression of the ropes on his arms rubbed and handled gently. Like e's worth handling gently. It's- new. A little confusing. He mumbles something, he's not even certain what, when Bull leaves the bed. Give him five minutes to come down and he'll be out of his hair. ]
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When Bull returns, it's with a wet cloth. He'd made quite a mess of the elf, after all. Only fair he help clean him up. The swipes were slow and deliberate, sweeping away the blood on the inside of his thigh first, though it had already stopped. Then upwards, along the curve of his shapely ass, and along his back, his good eye soft but focused. ]
Feeling alright? Got a pitcher of water, if you're thirsty.
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He- what?
He'd made an attempt to roll himself over that went nowhere- maybe a little more than five to come down, settle back into his skin. Scraps of him were coming back and not one of them were useful as any kind of mask- leaving the surprise at Bull's consideration, his kindness somewhat naked on his face.
He did this for his lovers, true- and he didn't think less of anyone that did not do the same for him; it simply wasn't what was done. You had Zevran, you set him aside and moved on with your day. He handled himself. ]
Che cosa?
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[ Something riled itself at the back of his brain, irrationally angry. Acting like this meant he wasn't used to it, but he'd damn sure acted like he'd been handled rough before in the past, at least consensually. Which meant whoever did hadn't stuck around afterwords. Says a lot about whoever it was, however many of them there were. Enough for there to be a precedent for it.
But he doesn't let that anger show. In fact he smirks, shaking his head and patting his arm gently. ]
You're going to need a minute. We'll worry about it then, alright?'
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[ Another scrap- the edges of a mask he can't quite grasp, but enough for him to manage a tentative- apprehensive smile. Were they not done? He could, if pressed and given time to rest, do more for Bull. He wouldn't mind it- in fact he'd enjoy it.
But-
He sinks back onto the sheets, moving his arms up enough to cross them under his chin, eyes careful and still faintly adoring on Bull. Still floating enough for that to show. ]
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What? It was hard not to. Bull was a very tactile individual, and it was good to keep that connection going a while longer. At least right now. ]
Someone's feeling good, huh?
[ That smile crooks a little higher. ]
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[ Zevran blinks lazily, stretching a little to feel all the new aches and twinges Bull's left him before sighing, nosing into the hand stroking his hair. It was fine and silken- he took great pains to ensure it was so. About as much as he took to be sure he was always presentable, always attractive.
It was why he'd been bought.
But such open appreciation makes it worthwhile.
Little by little scraps come back. Common, at least, returns when he reaches up to squeeze Bull's wrist. Just to touch him, now that he can. ]
That...was marvelous.
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