[ A little smug. A little pleased. Quieted--his earlier whining, as
it was, having very little to do with wanting to take up with Shale or
anyone else and very much to do with not wanting everyone else to begin
having drinks on Fridays to discuss their Functional Adult
Relationships.
Not that he isn't still concerned they might. They
might.
But he probably won't get left behind if they do. They'll let him
come along and be the whatever-odd-numbered wheel if he wants to. That's
family. Probably. As far as Alistair understands it--since Jonas, bless
him, stuck dealing with Alistair's numb and hot-faced I thought family
was supposed to accept you no matter what, had managed an awkward
I don't know what to tell you instead of a life-altering
everyone is out for themselves.
This is a very Disney tag. Let me make it worse by saying that
Alistair ducks his head down to gobble against Lucci's neck to tickle him.
]
[ Sentiment is for other people, people without Alistair's to point out such things, without lives like his and loss like his. Without as much blood on his hands- and yet this sentiment has found him.
Somehow this is Alistair's fault, he's sure.
Somehow.
the only way to not burst out in helpless laughter at Alistair's antics with his son is a very deadpan, not at all concerned- ]
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Now you're being sentimental.
[ A little smug. A little pleased. Quieted--his earlier whining, as it was, having very little to do with wanting to take up with Shale or anyone else and very much to do with not wanting everyone else to begin having drinks on Fridays to discuss their Functional Adult Relationships.
Not that he isn't still concerned they might. They might.
But he probably won't get left behind if they do. They'll let him come along and be the whatever-odd-numbered wheel if he wants to. That's family. Probably. As far as Alistair understands it--since Jonas, bless him, stuck dealing with Alistair's numb and hot-faced I thought family was supposed to accept you no matter what, had managed an awkward I don't know what to tell you instead of a life-altering everyone is out for themselves.
This is a very Disney tag. Let me make it worse by saying that Alistair ducks his head down to gobble against Lucci's neck to tickle him. ]
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[ Sentiment is for other people, people without Alistair's to point out such things, without lives like his and loss like his. Without as much blood on his hands- and yet this sentiment has found him.
Somehow this is Alistair's fault, he's sure.
Somehow.
the only way to not burst out in helpless laughter at Alistair's antics with his son is a very deadpan, not at all concerned- ]
no, please, stop. Don't eat the baby. Stop.