...You are the first person to call me Zev without wanting to bed me.
[ It comes slow, dragged out. This honesty thing- it is honestly exhausting. But this is him, trying, because Alistair tries and has always been honest with him when it mattered. He can't think of a single time when Alistair has wronged him, has meant him harm aside from when he was trying to die. Looking at him now is- he can't say this and see him. Weary, he lists to the side, leaning against him. ]
You helped me stand after I attempted to kill you. [ Jonas couldn't be bothered. ] You didn't see a Crow. You didn't even see an elf. You saw me. You've always just...seen me. I wasn't going to let the first person I've known that did not want anything from me but was still kind vanish. Not after Rinna.
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Date: 2016-01-15 02:51 am (UTC)[ It comes slow, dragged out. This honesty thing- it is honestly exhausting. But this is him, trying, because Alistair tries and has always been honest with him when it mattered. He can't think of a single time when Alistair has wronged him, has meant him harm aside from when he was trying to die. Looking at him now is- he can't say this and see him. Weary, he lists to the side, leaning against him. ]
You helped me stand after I attempted to kill you. [ Jonas couldn't be bothered. ] You didn't see a Crow. You didn't even see an elf. You saw me. You've always just...seen me. I wasn't going to let the first person I've known that did not want anything from me but was still kind vanish. Not after Rinna.
...the fifth of Guardian.