I will ruin him. Be it what I do or who I am- it will not be sufficient to bring him up as someone that is happy or healthy. I can try to spare him pain and shadow and blood as I knew in my youth and I will still-
I can barely manage myself and Alistair. Let alone myself, Alistair, and the dog. Now a child? How am I to teach him 'yes this is well and good and the right thing' when more often than not I have no true inkling as to what that might be? How do I raise him to be discerning and careful beyond 'this will get you killed, this will get you killed slowly'?
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Date: 2016-06-23 04:19 pm (UTC)I will ruin him. Be it what I do or who I am- it will not be sufficient to bring him up as someone that is happy or healthy. I can try to spare him pain and shadow and blood as I knew in my youth and I will still-
I can barely manage myself and Alistair. Let alone myself, Alistair, and the dog. Now a child? How am I to teach him 'yes this is well and good and the right thing' when more often than not I have no true inkling as to what that might be? How do I raise him to be discerning and careful beyond 'this will get you killed, this will get you killed slowly'?
Zevran