True, she is quite doting despite her self claimed distance from sentiment- and your boy is quite clever indeed. I am proud to say I have taught him nothing of the sort and he manages all of it on his own.
I...am still keeping in mind the option to perhaps find him a better home elsewhere. Skyhold is no place to raise an infant and I am far from suited to being a father. I manage from day to day but this is not how I thought I would be spending this portion of my life. Though that is mostly because I thought I would be dead by now. Everyone says 'you shall become accustomed to it, you shall come to love him dearly' and while I take care of Lucci and mind him and feel some small twist of sentiment-
I do not feel love when I look at him, Morrigan. I feel fear. Children are so very easily injured, so very easily killed. How am I to protect him from all this?
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Date: 2016-06-21 04:18 am (UTC)True, she is quite doting despite her self claimed distance from sentiment- and your boy is quite clever indeed. I am proud to say I have taught him nothing of the sort and he manages all of it on his own.
I...am still keeping in mind the option to perhaps find him a better home elsewhere. Skyhold is no place to raise an infant and I am far from suited to being a father. I manage from day to day but this is not how I thought I would be spending this portion of my life. Though that is mostly because I thought I would be dead by now. Everyone says 'you shall become accustomed to it, you shall come to love him dearly' and while I take care of Lucci and mind him and feel some small twist of sentiment-
I do not feel love when I look at him, Morrigan. I feel fear. Children are so very easily injured, so very easily killed. How am I to protect him from all this?
-Zevran