"I know..." Michel said almost bracingly, pinching the bridge of his nose with his unoccupied hand, "...and I cannot do that to you, I realize it is what I have already been doing to you, but I was fooling myself at the time. It was entertainment, it was pleasure, it is casual sex...and then I couldn't convince myself anymore...so I stifled it and I thought your body could be enough. I could sate my physical desires at the expense of my emotional needs...and then it just began to feel wrong, it felt like I was debasing you. Buying your body to satisfy what I wanted and then it hurt."
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Date: 2016-05-01 10:53 pm (UTC)