Alistair does not care for the company of men, Araceli is happily with Korrin and a sister to me more than anything else, Beleth is a student of mine and that is a line I shall not cross, you have your Nathaniel, Fate has Nerva now that they've both gotten their heads out of their asses and settled together, Taashath is of the Qun and they do not complicate matters of desire and sex with sentiment- even if he did I think, perhaps, a safer match for him could be found in Cyril. They are terribly fond of one another as well and while I have no doubt they might both welcome me into their bed-
I've experience enough with such things to know better than to make it more than an occasional enjoyment. The Iron Bull likewise is of the Qun and there is some manner of complicated sentiment between him and Dorian. I know now how deep it goes on either end, but it runs deep. I have seen it before and know when to step aside.
[ Lovers he has let in? 'Put the Love in Lover' as Alistair said. ]
There may have been a moment with Isabela but she is not one to indulge in serious sentiment. That is not to be. Fenris has been hurt just as deeply as I by his own past and while we share each other's bed on occasion I do not think we are broken in ways that allow us to support one another. Pel and I have stopped sharing a bed in favor of friendship. It is the strangest thing.
Michel de Chevin is- well. Michel de Chevin. He is a Chevalier and while he makes for a fine diversion and has seen me at vulnerable moments- and I think perhaps he does want more- that is...something else I know well enough to avoid. It never ends well, elves and Human Nobles. Least of all between men. Especially when the noble is Orlesian.
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I've experience enough with such things to know better than to make it more than an occasional enjoyment. The Iron Bull likewise is of the Qun and there is some manner of complicated sentiment between him and Dorian. I know now how deep it goes on either end, but it runs deep. I have seen it before and know when to step aside.
[ Lovers he has let in? 'Put the Love in Lover' as Alistair said. ]
There may have been a moment with Isabela but she is not one to indulge in serious sentiment. That is not to be. Fenris has been hurt just as deeply as I by his own past and while we share each other's bed on occasion I do not think we are broken in ways that allow us to support one another. Pel and I have stopped sharing a bed in favor of friendship. It is the strangest thing.
Michel de Chevin is- well. Michel de Chevin. He is a Chevalier and while he makes for a fine diversion and has seen me at vulnerable moments- and I think perhaps he does want more- that is...something else I know well enough to avoid. It never ends well, elves and Human Nobles. Least of all between men. Especially when the noble is Orlesian.