[ It's just enough of too much, dragging over the crackling, white hot core of him over and over while the singing of his nerves is still something sweet. This is when he'd try to return the favor were his wit about him, to grind back or encourage whoever hw as with to go ahead and keep going, that he can take it, that it's nothing.
That he can stand being rubbed raw- even enjoy it.
But he cannot wrap his head around anything more than the sudden withdraw and how achingly empty it leaves him- he couldn't take more, he knows that, he'd started to twitch away instead of with- but he whines all the same. Greedy. Hadn't brought bull off first. Hadn't been told to but- it's a concern.
The spurt of heat and wet along his bound arms and back is as soothing as it is demoralizing. He should've been able to hold out long enough. His mind can still circle back to that while he floats and shiver against the bed. The panted, mumbled, inarticulate Antivan is all soft apology now. ]
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That he can stand being rubbed raw- even enjoy it.
But he cannot wrap his head around anything more than the sudden withdraw and how achingly empty it leaves him- he couldn't take more, he knows that, he'd started to twitch away instead of with- but he whines all the same. Greedy. Hadn't brought bull off first. Hadn't been told to but- it's a concern.
The spurt of heat and wet along his bound arms and back is as soothing as it is demoralizing. He should've been able to hold out long enough. His mind can still circle back to that while he floats and shiver against the bed. The panted, mumbled, inarticulate Antivan is all soft apology now. ]